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Update time! I really haven’t been watching intake other than the fact that I don’t eat...

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 00:24:48 -0500

Update time! I really haven’t been watching intake other than the fact that I don’t eat lunch at school anymore. (Not only is it disgusting but the healthy options are all covered in non-healthy things… anyway, gonna stay off that little soap box.) There’s a lot of things coming on very quickly. Senior play auditions are actually TOMORROW and I’m a second semester senior which essentially means that nothing else is happening with school, yet I’m still applying to colleges and things… I don’t know, many things are tackling me or jockeying for position so I wonder if I’ll have a hard time regulating food intake and such. I have such a hard time anyway with that…
I don’t know. This blog probably doesn’t make any sense right now but I’m a little punch drunk from today. I think I’ll sleep now.

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Interview with Biggest Loser Finalist

Sat, 26 Jan 2013 10:33:15 -0500

thisisthinprivilege:

I didn’t get a chance to read it yet because I’m leaving for work in a few minutes, but it seems relevant.

http://www.bodylovewellness.com/2010/06/09/kai-hibbard-biggest-loser-finalist-part-1-of-3/

Late, late updates.

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 10:30:16 -0500

It has been over six months since my first post here… I’d like to remedy that. Hoping to hop back on the wagon, this time for realsies.
So here’s a blog about me!
My name is Zoë. I’m eighteen years old and I am body positive. I’m on the home stretch of high school, something both exciting and frightening to me. I’m an NCGSE alum, and proud of it!
Fot the majority if my life I’ve “struggled” with my weight, though I’m not sure struggled is the right word. Backstory: I distinctly remember being little and dieting/exercising with my mom. At one point, we were heading home and she was calculating how much Richard Simmons she would have to do to work off the cookie she had eaten at lunch, and I looked over to her for a moment. “I don’t want tk do Richard Simmons anymore. I’m just fine with the way I look.” I understand now that part of me was just being a lazy ten-year-old, but now I understand the importance of loving your body as much as I can. I have loved being fat! I’m squishy and comfortable to lie on. I’m curvy and generous in my curves, and I’m happy like this. My body is beautiful.
But as of late I have felt many problems stemming from my largeness. My knees hurt after sitting down for too long, some of my limbs go numb from too much pressure from other body parts, and I get cranky really easily. For the most part, right now I’m sad. I want to help remedy that with more exercise and better food choices, staying body positive all the while.
Blogging will hopefully help through this journey to health!

shaktipower: yosarachabela: Tomada con instagram my little...

Wed, 23 May 2012 20:24:50 -0400

shaktipower:

yosarachabela:

Tomada con instagram

my little dragon strikes again!!! <333

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heyfatchick: shaktipower

Mon, 21 May 2012 22:59:53 -0400

heyfatchick:

shaktipower

bxkidddo: Happy in Puerto Rico

Mon, 21 May 2012 22:59:36 -0400

bxkidddo:

Happy in Puerto Rico

Numero Uno, Yo.

Mon, 21 May 2012 22:59:06 -0400

So, first real day of exercising/eating well/etc. We’ll see how the rest of this week goes; it’s getting to be bogged down with exams and make up work and that sucks a lot. Hopefully I’ll convince myself to take a break and go for a jog to clear my head. But for now, on the steady.

I’ve felt pretty good about where I’m getting with my self image, especially with my acceptance of VBO. My prom dress totally didn’t help at all… I felt absolutely stunning just the way I am and that was pretty wonderful. Alas, I still don’t feel the need to grind with anyone to prove that my body is worth loving… And sometimes I feel like I’m just saying that because I wonder if anyone would want to ‘grind’ with me in the first place. It’s not a problem, I just don’t see the wonder in it. Of course, sexual vs. sensual has always been a very blurred line for me, and I tend to group anything related to the two in one category: Things that Zoe doesn’t do on a regular basis. And I really hope I’m not just such a prig that no one wants to be around me anyway. Still working on that as well. Seriously, if I wanted to do anything, or be anywhere, I would be able to do it. I could force myself to want to be ground on (grinded on?) I could force myself to want to be thin and morph my world around exercise and dieting and my food choices, but I really don’t care at the moment. At least, I hope I’m being honest with myself by saying that. I think I merely doubt myself because I still see people being prickly towards me and blowing me off. I seriously don’t know how to end this paragraph. Whatevs.

Specifics: 15 minute walk/jog, 20 minute walk @ moderate pace.

Toast with peanut butter and half a banana with a greek yogurt and milk, salad with oranges and apples and fruit with 3 inches of baguette and a water, chicken sandwitch with pasta salad and a milk, some beef and rice. Wow this was a lot of food today… The point of putting it down.

Hope, love, and support for tomorrow, Z.

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Sun, 13 May 2012 12:02:22 -0400

Women don't have to:

Sun, 13 May 2012 11:57:10 -0400

be thin

have a vagina

give birth

cook for you

have long hair

wear makeup

have sex with you

be feminine

be graceful

shave

diet

be fashionable

wear pink

love men

be the media’s idea of perfection

listen to your bullshit

mariabbw: New.

Sun, 13 May 2012 11:56:43 -0400

mariabbw:

New.

curvy-happy-healthy: drop-the-weight: sweet lord Portion...

Sat, 12 May 2012 22:28:46 -0400

curvy-happy-healthy:

drop-the-weight:

sweet lord

Portion sizes were INSANE to me once I started doing Somae. Like, I’d go to restaurants and be like “this is 3 meals in one”. Even salads. Basically side salads were the correct portion size for everything.